Acid Stars and Skies. (part 3)

BY RICHARD TOLEDO    
     In the field they all split up.  Galaxy, seemingly with a lot on her mind walked away and sat in the middle of the field.  Hypno still on the phone sat on the log closest to him on the outside of the grass field.  Leo, a warrior in his on right, leapt over the nearest fence and catapulted himself off of a log into a tree on the other side.  Once comfortably on a branch he opened his back pack and took out a drink.  This was an adventure of course, “Let’s spice things up a bit,” he thought, as a took a sip of his brew. Oh and we can’t forget the Jester who stood by Doly until the last minute when he decided to walk off to Galaxy, who was still sitting in the middle of the field contemplating something. 

     Doly stood there alone, wondering what everyone was doing; while at the same time still in the back of his mind were the words of Madam Polaris.  At that moment he laid in the grass.  Looked up at the sky saw all the stars… You know, as many as he could in the bright New York sky.  Then he looked at the north star, it was so high up in the sky. How would he ever be so happy?  Doly was the kind of guy who didn’t care much.  Some one who was always laughing and had 100 percent of fun in every situation.  Anytime someone tried to bring him down he’d pay no mind to them.  They didn’t matter.  The were irrelevant in his life.   Why should he let them effect they was he feels?  He then looked at the highest star in the sky one more time and sat down in the grass.  He looked straight ahead and saw across the field a hill going upwards to the left.  To the left also, a line of light poles on the hill also each a little higher up the hill toward the sky.  There was a hill in front of it going uphill to the right, so at his angle the lights looked like a stair case to the sky. Of course this only looked like this to him, from any other angle in the field this looked different.  The lights would have a different sequence from any other point of view.  ”Hey, guys!”, he said, “I’m going to take a walk, I’ll be right back.”  They all nodded at him as he walked off toward the lights.  ”This is home.” He said to himself as he walked.

     Leo finished his drinks.  A bit tipsy, he swung off the branch of the tree and on to the log.  Then once again jumped over the gate, and hit the obstacles in the field.  A tree here, a log there, tho some seemed to appear out of nowhere, they were no match for him. Nothing stood in his way.

     Hypno still on the phone, was talking to a significant other.  Some one who finally understood what he did.  Someone who loved life and all the little things that it came with.  He smiled as he spoke of all the small things that expanded his mind and made him think deeper.  Life wasn’t just about what lied on the surface to him,  it went much deeper, and she understood.

     The Jester spoke to Galaxy.  It didn’t seem like there was anything wrong.  But the Jester he was a man who had a clear mind, and someone who was a good decision maker.  He thought things through and in the end hardly ever stumbled on a choice he made.  He was the perfect man to speak to Galaxy; someone who road seemed to have been filled with barricades and road blocks.  But his wisdom and sense of humor opened things up for her and in a bit she saw things clearer.  Him? How did He feel? That’s a good question. The Jester never really did show much emotion.

    They all went back to the middle of the field afterwards.  Hypo was off the phone. Leo, tired and sweaty, was done with his games.  The Jester and Galaxy had finished their conversation and were laughing at one of the Jester’s jokes.  And Doly…?  Good question.  ”Where’s Doly, bro?” Asked Leo as he looked around.  They had all been too caught up doing there own thing to realize that Doly had walked away.  So they all sat down and talked amongst each other.
     Doly walked toward the lights on the hill replaying what Madam Polaris had told him.  As he got closer, instead of looking more and more like light poles those lights slowly took the shape of an orange stair case.  When Doly finally got all the way there he realized that this indeed was a staircase and that Madam Polaris’ advice seemed a little bit easier to achieve than he thought it would be. He walked up the staircase to the sky and it glowed more and more with each step.  He was nervous, this wasn’t by any means a normal occurrence.  Up the staircase on the hill he went, higher and higher into the night sky.  The staircase was glowing a bright white now as Doly was in the stars.  He looked ahead at the staircase and it ended a few steps up.  He ran up to it and sighed,  and looked up.  The highest star in the sky was right there!  He reached for it and to his amazement it was at his finger tips but he could not reach it!  For a second he was sad but then as he reached again, he looked down…and there were his friends under him sitting in the grass talking and laughing about everything they had realized that day.  And at that moment he realized that the true happiness wasn’t in getting the star or getting the happiness;  It was in learning how to reach the star but leaving it there for others to reach as well.  Afterwards Doly ran back to his friends and enjoyed the rest of the night with them they were all happy.  

    Everyone has a different way to be happy.  But the journey there is the same.  Once we learn how to reach that happiness we can’t hoard it for ourselves, we have to help other people get there too.  We have to be their shooting star. 

Acid Stars And Skies (part 2)

By Richard Toledo


Doly boarded the train after waiting for a little while at the station.  He sensed his friends had been waiting for him at the park for a while.  While he was on the train he thought to himself about what happiness really was, and how he was to obtain it.  He got off the train at the park where he and his friends were to meet.  When he arrived at the entrance they were all there waiting sitting at the statue.

It was his friend Hypno, The Jester, The Warrior Leo, and Galaxy.  It’s was a smaller group than the one that usually hung out but it turned out to be the best group for the night.  And little did they know they each would find a little more then the good time that they were looking for.  They began their journey as they trekked into the park Hypno asked them, “Looks like its going to be one of those nights guys, the usual adventure with us.” His phone rang and he walked out away from the group to answer it.  Doly laughed loudly to the group knowing what he had heard earlier and that with the slight sarcasm in Hypno’s voice that he(Hypno) had no idea what was in store for him that night.

As they walked deeper into the park it was about 10 o’clock and Doly had noticed the stars were out and as visible as they could possibly be in the bright orange New York sky.  As they walked faster the wind blew hard and Galaxy adjusted her hat, still hiding her hair from her friends. And Leo, still keeping a slow jog as they arrived at the field pulled his dreads back and slid a sweat band around them; as he looked around the field at all the fallen tree branches and barricades seeing a playground of obstacles. 

To be continued.

Lifetimes

by Richard Toledo(Me)

With true love,

in absence from eachother,

you will be joined again

in the next lifetime.

Whether as snowflakes

falling to their doom,

on to dunes,

never to see each other again.

Or as two humans

found by each other,

to walk this world of darkness

together again.

Never let the negativity touch you,

only the love from another’s words,

an action or smile.

 

Acid Stars and Skies.

By Richard Toledo

One Friday night a boy named Doly (Doh-ley) was sitting at home and didnt have anything to do.  A usual Friday night would consist of him and his friends going out on the town and causing havoc.  But recently Doly has wanted something different, he wanted change.  It was nine o’clock and still he had no plans.  So like most of us do he turned to his last resort and called his friends anyway.  They told him they were going to the park to have some fun.

Doly expected shenanigans from his mates so he suggested an adventure. “Let’s go on an adventure guys,” he said. His friends agreed and they all set out from their homes to meet at the park. 

On his way to the train station Doly noticed a small stand outside of a building with a curtain draped over it making it look like a tent. At the top there was a point with a large star above it.  He had wanted something different so he went inside.  Inside there was a lady sitting at a table with a purple robe and weird looking hat.  She told him to sit down.

Before Doly could speak she said “I am Madam Polaris, the reason you have entered today is because you have something missing from your life.  You feel as if there’s more to everything then just this and you are stuck at a stand still.”  Doly’s eyes widened he leaned in a bit, she continued to speak.  “You will find what you are looking for by reaching the highest star in the sky. There your questions will be answered and you will find the happiness you are looking for”  Dole let out a sigh, he hadn’t said a thing. She finished “You must not share this, everyone is to find a different happiness.” Doly stood up, she nodded at her and he left.

To Be continued.

Life (EDIT)

Here’s a poem about something we do everyday,
It’s about life, and it’s hard, there’s no getting away.
There’s twists and turns and for most it goes fast,
They say that it’s short,
but there’s no telling how long it will last
For some it’s here today and gone tomorrow,
So we must make the most of the energy we borrow.
Now I know that sometimes it’s too difficult to bear
But this earth with 6 billion we must share
And in that crowd it’s not hard to find someone who cares
Because if life’s a roller-coaster and the rows come in pairs
There’s loops and there’s turns and then it might bend
Just as crazy as it started it comes to an end…


To Have not.

Words pouring out of souls,

like bodies being discarded of their clothes.

Their thoughts an anonymity,

while they lie in quiet serenity.

Their heart, a burning torch with flames un-extinguished.

While their faces undistinguished,

they live unheard, no life…no names.

Blast off!

Come here we’ll smoke a cigarette,
we’ll watch the stars and
forget about the rest of the world.
We’ll sit and reminisce,
and think of stories to tell.
Remember what i said,
when everything is bad.
Look up! Space is space,
and the possibilities are endless.
It’s better then looking down,
to where infinity is impossible.
The ground is no adventure,
instead blast off with me,
and we’ll deal with this together.

Monday’s Monsters

By Richard “Green” Toledo (LOL)

I woke up today at 10am and got ready for class, a tired and drowsy me walked around looking for something to do until I had to leave for class. “Gosh, It’s Monday.” =[ I thought to myself as I continued to prepare to go to class. At about 11, I was still falling asleep as I wondered around so I decided to go back into my into my room to continue to sleep, I wasn’t getting anywhere feeling the way I was.
Upon entering my room all my surroundings crumbled around me, my environment completely changed around me. It’d be an understatement to say I was shocked. Looking above the rolling hills of green to the horizon that had just been created where my room had been, I noticed a rumbling mass of “Where the Wild Things are”-esque monsters rumbling toward me. I quickly had to figure out something, as these creatures were not slowing down. And they did not look happy.
I, being tired and new to my surroundings, did not look behind me quick enough to notice a fortress of some sort. I ran back and into the door which opened as I ran to it. Upon entering I noticed a wooden box with arrows and some torches. The steel door closed and climbed the stairs to the roof with my weapons. I looked over the hills and the monsters were getting closer. So I reached into my pocket and in an effort to look bad ass I took out my last cigarette and lit it, I took a few pulls and got an idea.
So I took out my lighter again and lit one of the torches. In such a rush, I burnt my finger with the lighter and dropped it in the wooden box setting all the torches on fire. Before they went up in flames I took each out and put them in holders at the corners of the roof. I picked up my bow and dipped an arrow in the flame. Embers burst from the tip as I rested it on the bow, took aim and fired and the first horned beast. The arrow hit surprisingly, with my horrible aim, within seconds the monster dematerialized into ashes and disappeared.
One by one they were hit and it didn’t seem like I was making a dent as they kept on coming from over the horizon. I backed up for a second and changed my Facebook status just in case I didn’t make it. Then I reared back and continued to shoot. When I realized I was outnumbered I took a step back and looked to find a way to waste them more then one monster at a time. “IMPOSSIBLE!” I thought to myself as they began to beat at the walls of the only thing that stood between me and them.
As the walls crumbled in a pixelized manner, as if I was in a video game, I began to panic. I looked around and I noticed that this whole world had been falling apart. I fell as my fortess went down. The sky was falling and the grass covered hills were being blown away by the dry winds that had picked up all that was left was white, as I rolled of what was left of the roof of my fortress and fell into an abyss of nothing. Heart beating, sweat pouring I let out a large gasp and fall into my bed. I sit up quickly and think to myself, “Damn, I gotta get some air.”

Nightmare Warrior

So here’s to hoping today was a good day,
With all my efforts going to the way it shoulda been,
And in the end,
Taking that long ride home not so sober
The night is over,
So you get home so ready,
perfectly you might say
After a long day
You hit the bed
with the terrors of reality still in your head
Close your eyes and the last thing you see
is the tourtruous turbulance held within your walls
And awake walking down nightmarish halls

And when the sounds of the morning interuppt
And the sun shines a light
on the darkness and evil in your mind
You’ll make one more attempt to derail
the monsters in your brain
With them soberness is insane
They creep down your halls of shame
Until the nightmare warrior came

He who fights the thoughts of the tormented
Is subjected to the touture of demons
outside of their own thought
And here I say the worst trip one can have is that of true reality inside anothers head
Now go to bed
No more nightmares
Sleep well dear tonight you find true security in dreams

You awake in shackles in the halls of the castle you wondered the night before
Welcome to a battle of realities were the warriors fight for that which is the one you own
Swords and skeletons guard you in the chains held tight
Before the warrior comes to save you tonight
He’ll use the power of the fire in his heart to fight
and create dreams from your halls of nightmarish fright

Walking in the park on a nice sunny day
Your best friend called on cannot stay
Now your alone
Vulnerable to the terrors shone
Nightmare invades your quiet slumber
Lightning strikes with the fire and roar of thunder
Shadows loom in the darkness cast
You shug, every other one past
You continue to walk a path
One obstructed by thorn and death
While rain falls
where there was sun there’s nothing left
All your efforts fall short
In an attempt to get escape,
Your last resort
You cry “it’s just a dream!”
You continue to shout
Turn around and there He stands to lead you out

Now that he’s saved you
And you understand
Take a seat I explain to you
How to make your dreams a retreat
Go to sleep
Make your slumber an escape
Leave your life,
let me shine a light
Before it’s too late
I’m the nightmare warrior
I’ve shown you the way
Your dreams like a scupture
That he’ molded like clay
Now lay back and enjoy your rest
And here’s to hoping tomorrows the best.